As my cravings intensify, so does my oxygen level and this lightheaded feeling I associate with having a cigarette after not having had one in a long time. Interesting. Who knew quitting could give you the same feeling as starting?

It's a little disconcerting, this lightheaded, dizzy feeling. That coupled with the horrific nightmares ..waking up sweating cold and breathing heavy.

This isn't my mind crying out for a cigarette..it's my whole body.

It's wierd, but I can view it in a detached sort of way and carry on with my business.

Thank God for video games and internet television. I am now caught up on several reruns and my simmys have the best house yet.