Days 47-50

Ok. Back on the patch. I feel rededicated. I still haven't been re-smoking for as long as I wasn't so there's still time to capitalize on all the positive energy I was feeling before. I have a person with me, too, that is helping me keep focused on what I need to and that does make it so much easier. No more backsliding. I can do this. Man, I was having that argument with myself this morning..you know, the one where it's "I can requit any time I want" and the other little perverse little fucker that says "Prove it." Oh, do I hate that voice ...cuz whatcha gonna do to save face..but prove it. So here I am ..proving that I can quit any time I want.